For the first time in 23 years, I live alone. I’ve always been one for big crowds. I’ve always been very sociable. Truthfully, I’d rather be with people than to be alone. This past week marked one week of living alone. So, God is really trying to get me out of my comfort zone with this task.

The first week came with many challenges, but also with triumphs. I lacked sleep, but I learned to lean on the promise that God is always with me. I struggled with being alone, but I was humbled by the fact that I was strong enough to get through this. I felt alone, but truth is God blessed with many new faces that helped me out in various ways. I’ve learned that I’m capable of more than I give myself credit for. I’ve learned it’s okay to go places alone. I’ve learned cooking for one is a pain. I’ve learned that a good “Dance it out session” can cure about anything. I’ve learned when you accomplish something without any help, you beam with joy.

No matter how lonely it may get living alone, it has taught me more about myself  that I don’t think I could have realized any other way. Sometimes you don’t know how strong you are until being strong is your only choice. ❤

I’m slowly adapting to living alone. This week had promised me more sleep than last week. I mean who knew how much you could get done when you’re just all alone and can’t sleep. In the quietness of it all, I’m reminded God never leaves me. I’m stronger than people give me credit for. Yes, I admit getting used to living alone is diffclut. But I hope that with every difficult task I have faced and will face, people can say I handled it with poise and grace.

I don’t know what you’re going through. Maybe you’re not living alone. Maybe you live in a house full of people, and yet still feel alone. Maybe you’re  in a relationship that leaves you feeling empty. Maybe you’re about to start a new chapter. Whatever you’re going through, rest in the promise that you’re not alone.  Someone else is going through the same thing. So be brave for them, but most importantly. . . for yourself.

But, It’s okay to be scared. You learn more about yourself in the times that you are. And just think, in the Bible the phrase, “Do not be afraid” is written 365 times. . . . Isn’t that a great reminder for us to be fearless?

 

Xoxo,

Catherine ❤